Day 2 on my reduction journey

Now I don’t want to mislead if you follow my blog then you will know I have not reached 0mg on my methadone script but I did do a rather fast reduction from 40ml to 25ml. I knew I would probably had a bad time and I did. I have 1500+ml of methadone in my […]

Major Progress, Major Emotions

So since my last post I have made amazing progress in reducing my methadone dose. I was fairly stable on 40ml but had to briefly go up to 50/60ml for a couple of days. I then dropped back down to 40ml again with no problem. From there I started dropping 5ml here 10ml there and […]

Withdrawals, Diazepam and Perscriptions

So last week I was expecting to have to wait another 14 days to get my take out. When I went to the chemist on Wednesday they came out and said you have a new script and you now have take out. It isn’t the same as what they said. It is a start and […]

Peering into my dark past planning a bright future

I don’t mean to keep going on about my switch to methadone. A move that my fellow addicts would likely see as a step backward. For me it has without a doubt been a step forward. I don’t wake up each morning feeling totally empty, without purpose and useless. I can actually motivate myself to […]