Grounded and in Focus

It isn’t often I can say that I am well grounded and focused on positive things instead of chasing the next high, pound note or distraction. The last week has seen me complete multiple tasks that I would usually throw on the back burner mainly due to a mix of a lack of motivation and […]

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Books and Boredom

Ever since getting my new tablet I have been almost scared to use it around the house. I’m waiting for a case and screen protector to arrive so I don’t have to be super careful. The little time I have spent on it have been a delight. No stutters, battery holding strong and apps opening […]

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New Tablet, New Haircut, New Man

So with the decorating finally done me and my Mum went a got a new tablet each. Being that computers and tech is one of my biggest passions in life, I managed to find the sweet spot where price and performance are considered. Argos currently has a package deal offering the Samsung Galaxy A 10.1″ […]

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Money, Video Games and Life

Tomorrow well actually today now I should be able to get the very last bits of decorating done. 90% is done but some of the doors and door frames, need another coat of gloss. I’ve found it fairly hard to get motivated but I have to finish the job to get paid and I want […]

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Compassion for addicts…

I have been toying with the idea of eventually putting together a documentary showing what heroin addiction is really like. I have the ability to go places, and see people who would otherwise remain invisible. Although I have cut ties with most of the people I used to use with, I still keep a few […]

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Depression at its finest

To say my life has been hetic is a huge understatement to say the least. Even at its most mundane things have been pretty chaotic ranging from petty crimes, broken relationships right through to mental health issues mainly being depression and insomnia. Both of these to some degree are my fault but only go to […]

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Down in the dumps

Today the carpets were laid down in my Nan’s flat spelling the end of what seemed like endless coats of paint, sanding and cutting in. Having so much furniture in the way slowed things down. Also as much as I hate to say it but everyone else gets paid at the end of the day […]

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Uncle M’s Surgery

So today is the day my Uncle goes into hospital for major surgery to remove over 100 lymph nodes and the lump under his tongue. Being that he is an alcoholic (but in denial) I am worried about him going under. He is the perfect candidate for not pulling through due to numerous reasons. Even […]

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Dealing with debt

I’ve felt much better today mentally. It still took me a while to get motivated and start decorating but I got there in the end. I also got quite a lot done. Slowly but surely I am getting through all the things that need doing. I admit I could be doing more, but each day […]

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